In Gravesend, Brooklyn, sixteen-year-old Elodia is an outcast at school, at odds with her father, and longing for her mysteriously absent mother. Lonely and isolated, Elodia knows that something unspeakably terrible has happened to her—she just can't remember what.
Miles away in upstate New York, a young man named Gabriel occupies his time by killing sparrows and searching for his birth parents. Gabriel wants to show them what a good son he can be, well-behaved and helpful and no trouble at all—until a savage betrayal plants an ever-growing seed of revenge within him.
Desperate for the promise of their past lives and future dreams, both Elodia and Gabriel are broken and scarred, their lives shattered. Their wounds run deep—and that kind of damage is irrevocable. Unchangeable. Irreversible.
Elodia is a high school girl who has suffered a terrible trauma that we are not privy to at the start of this story. We know that she used to have friends though her father didn't want her to and now she seems to have nobody. She doesn't speak; her life is school, home, memories, and bad dreams. Until one day a new teacher takes an interest in her.
Gabriel is a troubled boy who enjoys killing birds for some unknown reason and is desperate to find his birth parents and belong to a real family. These two storylines seem to have nothing to do with each other at first glance but hints are dropped like tiny breadcrumbs until suddenly they converge.
I didn't always understand why Elodia's father treated her the way he did. He was a strange combination of over protective yet emotionally and verbally abusive. When the two storylines came together, parts of it made more sense but others raised even more questions. I can't tell you why, without a spoiler but I am honestly not clear on whether the ending was meant to be a happy one. The supernatural or magical powers given to some characters seemed almost to be an afterthought. There was no rhyme or reason or explanation for them. It seemed like they were just included as a way to force the ending.
2 out of 5 stars
I received a complimentary copy